I hate how I've been so lacking in my blog posts. I feel like ever since I went vegetarian I'm not posting as much. Boo! Not cool friends. Anyways, just an update on what's going on in my life. Zac and I are looking for a new apartment. Well, we've put a deposit down to hold one place. Then we started thinking maybe we should find a rental home. We came across something that is perfect. A nice 2 bedroom place with a huge yard and a garage...oh and laundry in unit! Sold! Well, we're having some troubles with the current tenant. It's got me so stressed out, I can barely take it..so much to think about with our future! Needless to say, we may be moving in with the family I nanny for, for about a week. We will see. We're hoping to get a pup soon! Probably from a shelter. We'd love to get an english bulldog but I'm not so sure that's going to happen. I wonder how Frank will feel about that. He's been around dogs before, but he's so spoiled now..I plan on making some tasty burritos this week, so hopefully that will be on the blog sooner than later. Wish us luck!

How could you not want a bulldog? Link:Pinterest

Yet another Chocolate Chip Cookie

I don't know about you, but my all time favorite thing is a good, soft, chewy, chocolate chip cookie. Oh, my. I have an addiction. Every time I want a sweet I turn to cookies. I need to venture out but I can't seem to get there. Everything from the dough to the cookie. Usually by the time the cookies are done I can't even eat one because I've vegged out on the dough. I'm not sure how anyone can not like this stuff. This is the reason I can't diet. I just can't do it. I enjoy my sweets and other things too much. So for now I'll just stick with working out and running, A LOT! :) They are baking fresh in the oven right now. I've even tried a new recipe! Go me! I usually use Annie's Eats, Thick and Chewy Cookies, but this time I decided to try something different. I really need to make New York Times  chocolate chip cookies again, but the reason I never make these is because you need to refrigerate over night. Who wants to wait that long? :) They are totally worth it though. Just look at them! Anyhoo, here's the new recipe! Epicurious Chocolate Chip Cookies. I under baked them, I always do.

 Okay so it took me forever to load these! For whatever reason I am still having troubles with Picasa...I ended up editing these about 4 times. The pics aren't great because I took them inside and still need to learn to shoot in dark areas. I'm learning slowly but surely.

 Yum-O!

Black Bean, Corn and Avocado Salad

It's summer time and that means fresh, light recipes, and ice cream! :) I came across this recipe from the family I nanny for. It's sooo good and super easy to make. You can eat it as is or eat it with rice, which is what I did today. You can also serve it w/ pasta. It's totally healthy and addicting! I played around with the pictures on Picasa. I was trying to create a header for my blog, and I was so close to getting there but I couldn't find the text anywhere. Not sure if I am just not looking hard enough but I looked everywhere and I can't figure it out. Maybe I'll try a different editing system. Now, go make some of this delicousness and I dare you not to eat it all!

Black Bean, Corn, and Avocado Salad
1 can black beans (I use cooked, dried beans)
1 can corn (I use frozen and eyeball it)
grape tomatoes, cut in half
1 clove garlic, minced
cilantro
1 tablespoon olive oil
cayenne pepper
chipotle pepper
paprika
1-2 avocados, chopped

If using canned beans and corn rinse and drain. I buy my beans in bulk and cook them, otherwise I buy them in cans that are not lined with BPA, which can be expensive. I buy frozen organic corn and use that as well. Cut tomatoes in half. Throw these ingredients in a bowl and add chopped avocado, garlic, cilantro, oil and spices.  Mix up ingredients and serve!

Today I was thinking how this would be good with red peppers and jalepenos. You can always add things to your liking. I also omitted the oil, I'm trying to cook with out it these days. Enjoy! Let me know what you think of the photos...

 I picked the cilantro out of my new garden. I love cilantro and it's so awesome to step outside and get ingredients!

 I'm kind of proud of myself with the "depth of field I got on this shot" learning some new photography skills! Woot woot!

 Tell me this doesn't look delicious...Starting to think maybe this one is a little over exposed?

 I like this one...

 This one isn't my fave..

Not sure what I did here either...maybe it's my eyes! 

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Green Smoothie

Have any of you gotten on the green smoothie wagon? If you haven't you totally should. They're amazing and they make you feel good! You can do so much with them. I used to make mine with spinach, blueberries, bananas and apples. So yummy! Recently I've been making mine with organic unsweetened almond milk, a banana, spinach and my Green Super Food. This stuff doesn't taste the best, but with the banana in there you can't even taste it. Some people think these spinach smoothies are gross. Honestly I don't think spinach has much of a flavor and the banana masks most of the other flavors. There a million and one recipes all over the internet for spinach smoothies. I'm here to share mine with you. Pardon the horrible pictures...

On a side note, I've totally been missing cooking amazing food lately. Don't get me wrong most of the veggies and fruit I've been eating are good but I guess I miss the cooking and really good food. That doesn't make sense does it? I'm such a foodie and most recipes I see that look oh so delicious have meat in them. I think I just really miss chicken lately. I saw some really yummy looking fish and chicken and tacos in my magazine and I totally want to make them. I just miss food. That also doesn't make sense, I eat food everyday. I guess veggies, beans and rice are boring me lately. Engine 2 Diet states there are so many ways you can be plant strong and fun..I just am not seeing it. I miss fatty mac n cheese and amazing desserts. Delicious Mexican meals and Italian Pastas. Part of missing this stuff probably comes from dieting too. I was doing really well for awhile and not losing any weight. I was getting so frustrated, I've come to the realization I should just let it go and learn to love my body. Most of the bodies I see that I want I've realized the woman are paid to look like this. Lets be real I'm not famous, I just need to let nature take it's course and be happy. Working on loving my body will come in time, and I need to realize my love for food also comes w/ a little extra love on my body. I'm working on it. I'm stuck between wanting to love food and wanting to be extremely thin. Sometimes I think I'm crazy..maybe I am. As long as I don't gain weight.. a girls gotta eat her brownies right? :) I do realize though if I don't get enough fruits and veggies I feel like garbage..all in moderation right? Thanks for listening! If you could all check out my friends new blog I'd love it! Dinner Is Ready at Six. I went to college with her, she's a newlywed and loves food just like me! :)

Mrs Green Jeans Green Smoothie
2 handfuls of spinach
1 scoop green super food
1 banana
1 cup unsweetened organic almond milk (or other milk of your choice)
ice

Blend first 4 ingredients and then add ice. Sometimes I drink this after a work out and add hemp protein to make a delicious protein shake! Spinach is full of vitamins and nutrients and many other great things and this is one easy, yummy way to get in your daily value for the day! Hope you enjoy.

 You can find this Green Super Food at Whole Foods or on Amazon, or you can simply omit it!

 My pictures aren't the best, but I was in a hurry!

 Frank came out to join me. I think I need to get to the eye doctor..I always find some of my pictures to be a little blurry...my eyes are not so well ;)

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Grilled Dinner

So my new thing right now is Boca Vegan Burgers and now that I've read the ingredients (which I normally ALWAYS do) before buying a product..I probably won't buy them again. I should probably just make my own and freeze them. They are so yummy! I usually grill two, or I should say my husband grills them, and then I eat them w/ veggies and organic ketchup and mustard. Mmm. I bought these new spicy pickles at whole foods. They are really thick but tasty! It's such a good lunch or dinner for not many calories, and then I serve it w/ either a black bean salad or veggies. Tonight I grilled some veggies w/ balsamic vinegar. Mmm. It was so good and so filling. I didn't get a chance to work out today :(   I was so exhausted after this weekend and just wanted to rest for once. This past Saturday was my sister's bachelorette party, and then I worked Sunday at Whole Foods 2-10:30...so tired today! Although, I missed my work out for the day. I've been so busy and going non stop that I just had to give myself a little break. This whole nannying three kids and working a second job is already wearing on me. I don't get to enjoy my weekends as much, and I like my sleep! Anyways, my sister's wedding is this weekend! Crazy! This year has already gone by so fast. I hope you enjoy my photos!

 Yummy, grilled, organic vegan dinner! vegan burgers and grilled balsamic veggies...mmm love summer and grilling!

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Pinteresting...

So I've been doing a lot of the whole Pinterest thing lately, have you found this site yet? It's sooo addicting but so awesome. I find anything from recipes to workouts to how I'd like to style my house...eventually. I decided I needed a little uplift from my last post. Zac and I will be moving into a new apartment soon and we are so excited to get out of our current place. We're also hoping to purchase a home w in the next two years. :) Hopefully by next year! We're working super hard on getting everything straightened out and saving money. I'm currently working two jobs to save some money. Wish us luck! We need a place we can finally call our own and have a family. So, I've really fallen into the whole country chic, vintage, rustic style. I have a dream kitchen in mind and I know it's probably way out of reach but I can at least come close to achieving some of it I'm sure. So I'd like to add a few pins to show you what I've been looking at these days.

Source: Hammers and High Heels 

I found this picture on Pinterest and I love ladders! There's so many ideas you can use these for...it's time I get to the flea market and buy me one! I found this post on this lady's blog and she has other sources that are really cute! Check it out..

Another cute ladder idea, so rustic! 

Source: Colour Me Vintage 

She also has some cute ideas in her post as well! 

This is also cute, I would love to do this in a kitchen and hang pots and pans!

Source: Little Lucy Lu

Okay, I absolutely love this and so want to do it. I think it would be cool to use our wedding colors (brown and green) for the bows. The only thing is canvas photos are expensive. I think I just need to splurge and purchase because I love them every time I look at them. 

Source: Photo Barn

Or I could always DIY!

 I wonder if this works...

Source: Sarah's Projects

These window photo frames are so adorable, and popping up everywhere. I finally found a decent window for $10 at Nada Farm, I can't remember the vendor. They have several windows at the flea market but were never in good enough condition to purchase. I'm excited for this project and will blog once it's up on my new walls. 

Source: Cottage Instincts

I loooove this! I'm not sure if it's just the photo or the frame, but it's super cute!

Source: Indulgy

Cute frame..

Source: J and A Design, she also has a cute frame w/ a big burlap bow, love! 

I want this! It's on Etsy for far too much money..

Mom do you recognize this? I love blue mason jars, and I especially love mason jars w/ baby's breath :) and the barn wood underneath ties it all together. 

Source: Town and Country Living

So I totally love this and totally want to do this but I'm not sure how I'd keep the lemons fresh..any suggestions? I'm also not sure where the source comes from..click the link it's just a picture. 

I want my table to look like this. Super easy to do also. 

Source: Wedding Chicks

Cute and simple

Source: Coastel Nest

I so love this! Gotta have Zac make it. 

Source: Lockerz

I love these!!!

Source: Hey Gorg

I love this bedding, Zac hates it..I love everything about it. Except the price

Source: Etsy

I like these tables I guess you'd call them and the pillow..

Source: Style Me Pretty

Loving all the pillows..why are pillows so expensive? 

Source: City Cottage

Bedding

Source: West Elm

I like this but I'm not a huge fan of scrabble, just like the pillows..

Source: Wanelo

My all time fave, we actually made this headboard but we need to make the banner.

Source: Aka Design

Awesome table

Source: Recyclart

Love the farmhosue sink

Source: little emma english home

 I so love these burlap curtains from Funky Junk Interiors

That's all for now! :)

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So many thoughts

Okay so I've totally flaked out on everyone lately and I'm sure I've lost some followers :(. I really need to get better at this blog thing. It's just been hard and time consuming lately. I've been working my butt off at work and the gym. I'm officially a vegan on a diet..how is that even possible? Well I've slashed my calories and gotten more serious about what I eat and counting calories. Boring! So hard. I'm sorry but I like cookies and brownies and breads and chocolate and pizza and fries..literally everything that's bad for you I want to consume. It's so frustrating, but I need to stay focused because I strongly dislike my body. Im not confident and I'm embarrassed. Embarrased about how I look and feel. I constantly think about it. Not good, that's when I know I need to change for me. So I will start this journey and hope it ends well and eventually be able to enjoy the things I love in life in small doses and in moderation. :) that's probably why I haven't been posting so much..I'm not going to show you pictures of the red peppers I had for snacks or the 10 almonds..yess I said 10. I can do this! I will have a bikini body! If I don't shame on me. Okay, I thought I was done talking about that. Anyhoo, I've decided maybe I need to start crafting more and blog about that! Another reason for lack of posts is because I just got a second job working at whole foods..yeah discount! Zac and I are trying to save up for a house, which hopefully we will own one by next year. I'm excited to say we're moving to a super nice apartment soon and well be getting a dog! Yay! I can't wait to decorate w all the cute new things I've bought. I'll be sure to post pics for you all! I promise to get back to baking soon! I have a few projects in mind I need to get started so I can share w everyone. So thanks to all of you who have stuck around!